Sunday, May 31, 2009


Hmm.....


Well gonna POP soon....reachin to an end 4 BMT but the start of AIT.......every time i see her im happy....but we are like total stranger.....sumtimes all i wan to do is have a nice talk wif her like we did the last time.....tat was the first time we talked very long.....and i liked it...oni tat we dun have the chance again.....


Mayb itz juz tat sum stuff is not mean to be told....i think i told her sumthing which i should not....but im juz being honest and sincere abt wat i told her....i juz cant stop thinkin abt tis....im juz curious....i think i better stop here or ma imagination will go wild....hahahax.....



Till Den,
Toodles

wIf LovE@ 16:14



Sunday, May 24, 2009


Can ppl tell me wat is life all abt....?? it is makin me so confuse tat wat is ma purpose in life or wat i nid to achieve.......


Manny,itz ur turn to go ns now.....So does Azuan.....both is goin to tekong.....hahahahax....slamat berjuang utk negara k bros.....both of u are always love by me...... Manny.....u can always turn to me if u nid a listenin ear owite even if im always bz...if u turn to me i will help u first owite....as like how u always help me when im down.....


Tan get well soon u bastard....hahahahax...amcm leh accident of aku tk tau la....but have plenty of rest owite....have a speedy recovery.....



Till Den,
Toodles

wIf LovE@ 09:13





Hey.....

trip to tekong was great...well...i cant brag....but it was nothing u can do outside alone without the gettin the attention of the police......hahahax.....


but despite all tat fun....sumthing was on ma mind....infact sumone.....well been thinkin of wat i did wrong or maybe wat when wrong.....i juz could not find the ans....well i oni had maself to blame...mayb cause of a confession to her tat i told her im not leadin a normal life....but im tryin to change.....well if ppl say tryin is not enough i guess itz fair enough....i admit i was foolish last time.....no use cryin over spilled milk rite....??(nasi da jadi bubur)

But by all means all i wan is for her to be happy...im sori tat i cant make u happy....sumtimes i find tat im a nuisance.....yeah...tatz rite...hahahahax.....a simple thing sumtimes are juz hard 4 me 2 achieve.....well,to forgive a mistake is a bigger mistake......i dun noe wat i wan to aim 4 life...really...im aimless....aimless in life....like a corward tat is wat i think i am....but seein u makes me happy.....

*love has no boundaries and yet i'm restricted by it*


Till den,
Toodles



ps.i still have ur pic in ma wallet

wIf LovE@ 00:29



Sunday, May 10, 2009


KK,i juz reach hm....will did not sleep the whole nite(maybe awhile here and there)..aniway happy b'day khaizal...hahahx....well alot of stuff happen....yeah....waitin 4 man to end work at 6 in morning...so i watch horseman..... The show is damn cool.....itz juz tat there is a twist to the show....if ur watchin it pay attention to the show oni then u will understand the show....and help manny uncle in the morning to move some stuff to a few houses....well...im goin to tekong tommorrow...so tis blog is goin to be dead again....yeah....i got nothing more to say.....



Till Den,
Toodles

wIf LovE@ 15:07



Friday, May 1, 2009


Hey....



no point cryin over the past...well,sumtimes when i think abt it itz true tat im a pussy......yeah...i dun noe why but plz,mayb im juz try too hard is it rite...??

i was tought tat nothing is impossible,everything is possible but it takes two hands to clap....no matter a party try so hard or puts in endless effort if the other party dun wan to help themself it is impossible to get things done....im not referin too anibody in ma life or juz left mine......


I hope u will lead a new life....im sori i was not much of a help....


if i were to say ma life really sucks do u believe it...??? hahahx....i really gt nothing now...nothing....empty....im juz feelin all alone....or mayb i wanna be alone...i dun noe....i dun think anibody cares.......



may i juz dun give a fuck animore....well there is nothin much to life 4 me.....

Till den,
Toodles

wIf LovE@ 11:16



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