Jali boi

2010-09-21T17:59:00.000+08:00

It has been some time...mayb relly2 long time.....hahahx....been really2 bz.... but itz time for me to go again..... for those who noes.... wait if u wanna wait....go if u wanna go....but i promise u...if u go dun ever2 come back.....

2009-06-20T18:24:00.002+08:00

JALI

Meaning:"Beneficent"
Has a willing heart and a open spirit
His relationship are long lasting
His smile shines everywhere he goes
His inner beauty is seen from the outside
Rich in hope always see's the best
Is calm,relax and patient
Zesty and excuberant in his attitude
Will sometimes show himself to be full of fun

Do you think tis is wat i am....??
i think this Jali is long gone......
now i seldom smile....i gt no beauty in me animore i flare up easily.....
now im runnin out of patient...no more relax....not calm at all.....
zesty and excuberant...??? i dun noe wat it means.....
Full of fun...???tat is not me already...now im very boring i say....
Hmm,be4 i forget....ma relationship are not long lasting animore.....no more
so im totally out....tis is not Jali.....i think they gt it all wrong....

2009-06-20T11:31:00.002+08:00

Been really2 long........lol

i have been busy lately and more will be comin soon.....hahahax.....life is hectic rite now...even with the block leave now.....i dun seem to be restin...cause when i try i be damn hyper tat i will always go jogging be4 i would even go to sleep....creepy....hahahax....i dun noe wat has gone onto me....im so desperate to get silver 4 ma IPPT....hahahax.......and been goin clubbin 4 like almost every week....omg!!!

I miz delifrance.....i miz them i miz everyone tat i noe there......i miz workin wif u guys la....is a sad thing tat im gone now...hahahah 4 me tat is.....wiwik,SHARINA,syafiq,ming yi,vivian,zakaria,pang,jenny,naz......i miz u guys the most....well,i dun think i be droppin by soon....but i will drop by when im free owite.....

bestfwens.....i miz u guys too....hahahax....MAN and AZUAN.....i have been pretty bored when u guys are not here.....but ur two weeks gonna end soon......lol....see u guys when ur back owite......

2009-06-07T13:02:00.002+08:00

Hmm,

Had a pretty tiring day at camp cause of POP and on the 9th 24km route march.....Nightmare........went out wif manny to watch Night At The Museum......the show is cool......!!!

Then went to mit Hairi...been ages since i last saw him.....drank wif him...Then we went to AZZUCAR.....lol...the plc is cool....on the dance floor most of the time....hahahx....it sure is tiring...but itz soo much fun.....

Till Den,
Toddles

2009-05-31T16:14:00.002+08:00

Hmm.....

Well gonna POP soon....reachin to an end 4 BMT but the start of AIT.......every time i see her im happy....but we are like total stranger.....sumtimes all i wan to do is have a nice talk wif her like we did the last time.....tat was the first time we talked very long.....and i liked it...oni tat we dun have the chance again.....

Mayb itz juz tat sum stuff is not mean to be told....i think i told her sumthing which i should not....but im juz being honest and sincere abt wat i told her....i juz cant stop thinkin abt tis....im juz curious....i think i better stop here or ma imagination will go wild....hahahax.....

Till Den,
Toodles

2009-05-24T09:13:00.002+08:00

Can ppl tell me wat is life all abt....?? it is makin me so confuse tat wat is ma purpose in life or wat i nid to achieve.......

Manny,itz ur turn to go ns now.....So does Azuan.....both is goin to tekong.....hahahahax....slamat berjuang utk negara k bros.....both of u are always love by me...... Manny.....u can always turn to me if u nid a listenin ear owite even if im always bz...if u turn to me i will help u first owite....as like how u always help me when im down.....

Tan get well soon u bastard....hahahahax...amcm leh accident of aku tk tau la....but have plenty of rest owite....have a speedy recovery.....

Till Den,
Toodles

2009-05-24T00:29:00.004+08:00

Hey.....

trip to tekong was great...well...i cant brag....but it was nothing u can do outside alone without the gettin the attention of the police......hahahax.....

but despite all tat fun....sumthing was on ma mind....infact sumone.....well been thinkin of wat i did wrong or maybe wat when wrong.....i juz could not find the ans....well i oni had maself to blame...mayb cause of a confession to her tat i told her im not leadin a normal life....but im tryin to change.....well if ppl say tryin is not enough i guess itz fair enough....i admit i was foolish last time.....no use cryin over spilled milk rite....??(nasi da jadi bubur)

But by all means all i wan is for her to be happy...im sori tat i cant make u happy....sumtimes i find tat im a nuisance.....yeah...tatz rite...hahahahax.....a simple thing sumtimes are juz hard 4 me 2 achieve.....well,to forgive a mistake is a bigger mistake......i dun noe wat i wan to aim 4 life...really...im aimless....aimless in life....like a corward tat is wat i think i am....but seein u makes me happy.....

*love has no boundaries and yet i'm restricted by it*

Till den,
Toodles

ps.i still have ur pic in ma wallet

2009-05-10T15:07:00.003+08:00

KK,i juz reach hm....will did not sleep the whole nite(maybe awhile here and there)..aniway happy b'day khaizal...hahahx....well alot of stuff happen....yeah....waitin 4 man to end work at 6 in morning...so i watch horseman..... The show is damn cool.....itz juz tat there is a twist to the show....if ur watchin it pay attention to the show oni then u will understand the show....and help manny uncle in the morning to move some stuff to a few houses....well...im goin to tekong tommorrow...so tis blog is goin to be dead again....yeah....i got nothing more to say.....

Till Den,
Toodles

2009-05-01T11:16:00.002+08:00

Hey....

no point cryin over the past...well,sumtimes when i think abt it itz true tat im a pussy......yeah...i dun noe why but plz,mayb im juz try too hard is it rite...??

i was tought tat nothing is impossible,everything is possible but it takes two hands to clap....no matter a party try so hard or puts in endless effort if the other party dun wan to help themself it is impossible to get things done....im not referin too anibody in ma life or juz left mine......

I hope u will lead a new life....im sori i was not much of a help....

if i were to say ma life really sucks do u believe it...??? hahahx....i really gt nothing now...nothing....empty....im juz feelin all alone....or mayb i wanna be alone...i dun noe....i dun think anibody cares.......

may i juz dun give a fuck animore....well there is nothin much to life 4 me.....

Till den,
Toodles

2009-04-19T01:46:00.002+08:00

They is more to say then wat i blog.....but im juz too lazy...soo....tired....

Well im missin dear alot...damn lots....she is startin school soon...sooo time is really hard 4 both me and her.....omg....but still i love her....hahahax....the pic she gave me is help 4 me but nothing is better than seein her infront of me....smilin...she is soo damn cute wif her new hair cut...oni if i gt long her.....hahahx.....wait long2 k Jali......

Man,i hope u are doin fine....u are never forgotten bro.....nobody can replc u...hahaha....i miz u too.....(not in a gayish way k)......

2009-03-29T09:38:00.002+08:00

Was back on sat afternoon after two weeks confinement in elarang camp...hahahx....life was great but not complete.....itz juz empty without ma dear...but she too bz nowadys....im juz missin her too much.....

well,Ns is not as bad as wat i thought mayb itz juz the start but lan2 have to go.....juz thinkin positive...Weel miz alot of ppl....well Dear,Fido Dido,Tan,Azuan.....i miz u all....soo much.....i dun have soo much too say....hmm....

Drama club at NBSS....please do your bez...keep me update owite....

Till Den
Toodles

2009-03-13T02:31:00.002+08:00

Kk.....i gt too much enjoyment nowadayz....hahahx

dun even noe where to start....

Hope tat grandma gets well soon.....

To SYF cast crews,im sori i cant be there 4 ur trainin at cjc....But u noe i wanna spend time wif ma dear and fwens....well,itz not tat u guyz are not important but had promise them to go out wuf them a few weeks ago...im veri sori....but im hopin tat u guys give ur bez..well,not 4 me but 4 urselfs.....owite

To the cathay peepz......Hmm,well....Man and azri...thanx a bunch 4 the gud times...well ur time will come soon.....Biel,ur not as kecohrable as be4...i can see tat....but thanx aniway....Nabilah,hey even if im not close to u...thanx aniway....i see.....there is still Mike,Din,Yati,Irah...hahahahax...cool....thnx....hmm,peace ppl...lolz.....

To faz....ur never 4gotten ok.....been some time since we last talk....but remember ur alwayz ma bez galfwen ever owite.....*Faz ma fwen wans to date u...can???*text me the ans owite....

The last but never the endin......the person who make me wan to blog....well guess who................

Chiak!!!!!

Ma dear,thanx a lot and i really appreciate everything moment of ur time tat u spent wif me....every hour,min and secs..........too bad tat i have to go National service....hahahx...wat a thing....hmm Baby,im soo gonna miz u soo much....and i LOVE U TOO DEAR.......u noe,ur soo diff...i mean itz hard 4 me at first to talk to u...had a crush on u 4 soo long time i did not think tat we can be together...but now??? WE ARE.....guess wat im gonna treasure relationship and im gonna keep it alive believe me.....im not findin a stead 4 the title but a relationship tat last long and 4 me settle in...not gettin younger u noe....lolz :) i hope tat u will wait 4 me.... ONE day when i first saw u im scared TWO talked to u,Three days later when i first talk to u im scared to love u....now tat i love u im scred to lose u Fourever........Hmm baby,im waitin 4 the chance where i could go knockin on ur door...tellin ur dad tat i wanna ask u out....*cik...saya nk ajak anak cik keluar boleh* imagine me doin tat..... wakakakaka......im already missing u dear.......i juz cannot wait 4 the day i could hug u again....kiss u again and hold ur hand.....U noe ur the greatest thing tat happen in ma life now....when things alwalyz seems wrong and u come to safe ma day...Omg....im love sick......see u soon baby....I LOVE U...I MIZ U...MUACKZ2

Till den
Toodles

2009-03-07T16:02:00.003+08:00

Kk,now im hope tat i be spendin most of ma time wif dear....but i won't push hard on her....i mean i won't force her...aniway she gt to work....and finish up her novel....hahahax....btw,guess wat.....hahahx,ma dad thinks she is cute....hahahx...but,daddy said tis....kau jng jadi setan.....jaga betol2....hehehex....Well,im shock...hahahx....i wanna to see my bloody valentine 3D....hahahx...wonder how drastic it would be....hmm,well im waitin 4 dear's msg cause i told i dun wanna disturb her family day today but as soon as i send tat msg i 4got tat i actually had sumthing to tell her.....hahahax....im juz lookin 4ward to the 10 and the 12....buth days is like ma so most important day.....tat means im not joinin ma juniors 4 their syf rehersal at CJC.....im soo sori u guys,but i really got to spend tis time wif ma loves ones.....

Summary,10 im goin deli to have lunch wif ma manager....then goin to get ma ns stuff hopefully wif dear.....but gonna watch movie wif dear after her work....hmm...so cannot wait....hahahax,not gonna put animore details owite....too much can kill.....On 12 be spendin time wif ma Guy bestfwen and some fwens along wif ma dear.....Yes,dear again...hahahax....

So on 11 im goin to spend time wif ma juniors....dun say i 4get u guys owite....itz juz tat im a bz man...wakakakaka.....aniways,hmm plz do stay in contact wif me owite...i would like to hear how u guys are doin....yeah.... :)

There is sumthing abt ma juniors tat i juz cant explain in words....im the lazy sort of guy....but sumthing abt them tat even if im lazy to go 4 drama trainin...i would juz get ma ass of the floor bath change and go 4 trainin...hahahx...Hmmmm....wat u guys do to me?!?!?!?!?!?! kk Aing........

And a fwen of mine is movin on...im soo happy 4 her.....she is attached now....after a long talk to her...well,she miz a guy but juz cant let him go cause she is scared of change...well,Good things have to end to give way 4 the better rite...tatz wat i told her....hahahx....

hmm i guess tis a long post....hahahx...aniwayz 6 more days and im dead and gone....No la,tis blog is goin to be dead but not gone ok......*smilez*

Till Den
Toodles

2009-03-06T14:21:00.002+08:00

Hey.....kk,im sori to hear wat i heard aliyah....but dun give up ok...aniway itz ur role....dun give up k...juz pray hard she will fall sick on tat day....hahahahx....

I got 1 week left....hahahax....missin ma dear more and more.....well,Happy belated b'day dear....hmm,i dun noe wat i should get 4 ur b'day present....hehehex...Ooops

To syafiq,why do u miz me??cmon....there are soo many ppl in deli 4 u to treasure.....too ppl in deli,im sori if u think tat im such a dick....cause i noe tat most of the time i am....well,tatz juz me in nature.....well,i think nothing of the past can b undone....hehehex...:)

Life is unpredictable,life is never unfair....but it is still u are the one choosin the path tat u wanna walk....decisions are still being made by urself and no one else.....oni u can can how well life 4 u can b....

To northbrooks drama syf team.....im wishin tat u guys will do ur bez,even if i juz mit u guys 4 last 3 weeks i think.....u guys are ma bez juniors......simply the bez....i my or not join u guys on the 12....but i gonna say a gud bye be4 i go....see me when u see me owite....sori again if im hard on u guys....i juz wan the bez 4 u guys owite....i wan to prove to them tat u guys are the bez and loudest ppl in sch.....

Till den
Toodles

2009-03-03T04:10:00.002+08:00

Kk,i dun wat and where to start......Well,mayb tis is irritatin almost most i ma post i would say i miz ma dear....hahahx...i miz her alot......

(kangaroo=i dun noe)

On sun when to Zoo....been along time since i went to Zoo....so abit childish.....the trip is so cool.....if oni dear was there......oni the rain spoils everything...but nothing stops Fido,Biel,boncit,faris,syaza,ana,azri and me from havin fun....we play *simon says* at a so called tunnel...kangaroo tat plc is....hahahx....but was attracted to the leopard cat...hahahax.....SOO CUTE,so is the squrriel.....Juz like me....hahahx....Aing......kk....im juz ugly i admite but adorable too :p

ma dayz are comin to an end......well im goin to visit deli be4 i go owite....hahahx....miz u guyz.......lol......

Till den
Toodles

2009-02-27T01:56:00.002+08:00

KK,hmm.....i dun noe where to start....

Grandma was admitted to icu.....on the 24,i was at lan shop when daddy called....daddy pick me up ard the area.......rush to NUH....yeah,i was so shock when i saw grandma....i juz could not see anithing......everybodys tears are droppin mine juz cant drop.....i was to shock......juz stare at her.....cryin deep inside.....25 came,ma mom and sibling talk together....dicussed abt wat treatment to give grandma.....then,tat after grandma was abit stable....so i gt a taxi to Northbrooks......to rush 4 drama.....they gt nothing done when im not there...they are not independent enough.....they had some argument between them,so soome did not turn up.....and the one did not turn up play a part to wat i wanted them to tighten up....was so soo tired.....Promise dear tat i will go hm straight and have a rest...did juz tat and juz gt restless.......hahahx....but well......managed to get sleep after 30mins.....

Then came 26,was so tired i felt soo lazy to go trainin....hahahx....but i did in the end.....cause of wat dear said to me....(ytd u are tired but u still go cause u wan them to succed....itz up to u)*raft idea abt wat she said*well she gt a point.....

PS:I MIZ U DEAR.......SOO MUCH....

Till den,
Toodles

2009-02-24T05:11:00.004+08:00

Well,itz early in the morning............

Been sittin at the lan shop since 9pm...and now comin 5.30am.....hahahax.....gotta get ma beauty sl3p later then to drama trainin.....kk,I miz ma baby alot.....alot.....I so cannot wait 4 the 10 of feb....Be4 goin out wif Fido dido,Biel,Dear......hahahx....

Be4 i 4get...was dyin to blog abt tis.......On 22 itz a sun.....Me,Azri and Fido dido....we went swimmin at Jurong swimmin complex.......we spend like 6 hrs there......hahahax....Lazy river was a warm up.....dun noe go round and round 4 how many times....then we went to wave pool....hahahx...then the slide....the same old plces we keep goin....then came to a part wher we are tired....we sat ard the edge of wave pool....Me and azri is enjoyin the wave tat hit us while Fido dido......is REALLY enjoyin himself.....while me and azri juz watched him and laughin to wat he is doin......BEATIN THE WAVE......then i came up wif sumthing....hahahx.....while laughin i told azri.....there is a man who cant be moved.....the man who sold the world.......We had a man who is beatin the wave in front of us........hahahx....it is still so clear wat fido dido did in ma mind...hahahx.....i had a hells of fun.......

Till then,
Toodless

2009-02-21T05:51:00.002+08:00

13 mins be4 im goin back hm........Well,spendin 9 hrs at lan shop is not a bez thing to do....but wat else can i do???? Well im soo damn tired...and im soo damn dun noe wat is goin on in ma head...yeah,ma head.......

It juz start out of the blue...playin game....then it start.....ii dun noe wat im thinkin.....seriously.....i dun nid a doctor,i dun nid medicine...i dun even noe wat i nid.....hahahx......Haiz....im juz so sick at ma brain...really sick.......next week is goin to be a hell of a week.....i gt 2 fuckin days to help ma juniors tighten up their dance......DANCE,ACTIN......i have nt been doin soo 4 the past 2 years........now i gt to do it again........and some ppl juz expect the bez out of me.....k.....one junior of mine....she is cool to talk to....but sometimes im juz too scared to talk to her u noe.....damn.....And some of them alwayz bitch to me abt certain stuff......and i feel so bitchy,told them to stop but they still continue....hahahx....okok....they are not bad as actor and actress......they juz lack experience......open them up to more big event...they be fine by themself.....hahahahax.....enough said.....time is runnin out......I juz hope tat dear would msg me today.....i mean today as in 21 of feb......but i thinkin chances is slim....shes workin at 3 today....till closin....so,lets juz wait and see......to end tis.....

DEAR....I MIZ U LA SEY....... :)

Till den,
Toodles

2009-02-21T00:03:00.002+08:00

Well,playin game rite now....playin Dota...hahahx...and i died....hahahx....so gt time to blog....hehehex..... K,now nothing interestin ever happen to me....im so bored...i mean it really bored.....well juz have to endure tis boredom(if i gt it correct).........

Kk,ma enjoyin days are comin to an end.........And torture days are callin me everyday.....EVERYDAY........I oni hope to spend it wif ma Dear....well,been there wif ma fam alot of days....but not ma dear,well,can't blame her.....she is bz....wif projects....i cant and i wont stop her....itz juz her.....some ppl do say stuff....but ppl,i dun care.....she is ma Stead....why should u care if i dun....????hahahx....

Till den....
Toodles

2009-02-17T12:40:00.003+08:00

Hey blog.......

Been some time....but i dun think anibody notice......yeah....hahahax....I dun noe where to start.....alot of ups and down happen lately.........Well,im havin drama trainin later so i gt to make it fast.....hahahahx......

Kk,dear....I gt nothing to ask from uk....dun have to make me happy.......juz be urself and im veri happy.....I noe tat u will be bz wif ur projects and stuff....plz2 take care of ur health......im soo worried abt u......And 6 words....15 letters....1 meanin......IM SO IN LOVE WITH U..........

Not 4gettin Zakaria,well dude u might not noe but u been so much help to me.....i mean listenin ears....talkin abt music at work.....all the shits tat has happpen at work...........Syafiq,smile more ok....u look soo swite when u smile....ur a unpredictable fwen i say........a cool fwen to spent time wif....talkin to u is oso great dude.......Wiwik,the happy-go-lucky gal......a cheerful gal wif a never endin smile.......ppl ard u sure is alwayz happy wiwik........Sharina,hahahax......4 me the most beautiful gal in ma eyes at ma workplc......seldom talk to u at work....but u noe i noe.....Lets not 4get Fazlina.......hahahx...kk,the first gal bezfwen of mine......she is one crazy and open gal....hahahahx...Faz is like wiwik...alwayz smilin...it never fails to cheer ppl up.....

U people are never 4gotten in ma life.......you ppl are the start of sumthing new in me..... I WILL SURE MIZ U GUYS......SOB2.........thanx 4 the memories........

Be mittin man again later,accompany him to causeway point later to get his sim card......

Till den
Toodles

2009-02-13T23:47:00.002+08:00

Well,all i can say....

Well,wat i say is Sincere....i can't say much in fact.....im sori if im been to straight in the face but i juz dun wanna miz the chance....well,i juz hope tat u enjoy ur day.....im sori if i was a most boring date..... Ill be the prince and u be the princess i hope u will say yes......i dun mind waitin.....i will let u have time.....

Till den.....
TOODLES

2009-02-09T21:46:00.002+08:00

Well2, hmm.....k ytd was ma last day of work......well,i juz hate being apart from deli......u ppl are wonderful.... i may not be the bez person to work wif....but i juz gonna miz u guys.....especially ma Dear......

Thanx ppl includin those who are not workin ready......Im sori if i ever hurt u ppl wif ma words......Im really sori.....aniway,thanx 4 the memories......

Till then,

Toodles

2009-02-03T11:41:00.002+08:00

im at Northbrooks sec sch rite now....ma ex sch.....kk......

Anirahs no worries owite.....aniway i guess i felt better when i gt to tell u wat i wanted to tell u......but still there is another thing i wanted to ask so.......lets juz wait till i could find a time i could ask u....

Well2,im goin to be free till 3....so nthing to do...hahahax...boring......aniways ma days in delifrance is comin to the end.....And ma days to ns is comin soo.....Im like havin doubts abt goin ns.....Cause im like wan to spend time wif her ma dear.....itz like im soo i love wif her....

and im soo in love wif mummy and daddy.......they treat me so differently now.....Im in love.....double combo....hahahahax.....

i gtg,walk ard the sch....till den,

Toodles

2009-02-02T01:11:00.004+08:00

Im at a lan shop wif nazreen today....hahahx.....and dun 4get ma malay speakin chinese fwen...hahahx.....

K....start of wif.....

To sumone.....Im sori if i ever did offend u......did not mean to do soo.....k la...
gtg...

Till den.....toodles

2009-01-29T00:05:00.002+08:00

Well, IM IN LOVE K.....YES IN LOVE......did not think tat i would....hahahx....well,i love her.....does she...??

tell u the truth...im not sure.....but i hope she could accept me 4 who i am....was relief tat she said as long as she could accept him 4 who he is and he love her and vice-versa.....they could be together.....hahahx....im at lan shop...playin game....and waitiin 4 her msg.....i miz her so much.......

Till den....

Toodles

2009-01-22T02:25:00.002+08:00

Hahahax......sumthing really shockin and unsuspected happen......hahahax.....

I like a gal...and i wanna noe more abt her...i tot itz impossible.....well2,lets see....cause i juz told her juz now....hahahx....how the hell did i get the guts to do so......omg.....

The happy thing is tat i told her...i have alwayz wanted to tell her well 1 year ago......oni now den i tell itz long isn't it.....well2,im nid to resume playin game.....Till den

Toodles

2009-01-17T04:05:00.002+08:00

Im at a lan shop rite now.....at hm ma internet connection gt prob...soo ma blog is gonna be dead soon......well,playin game rite and updatin ma blog....im gonna have a veri bz day later....by hook or crook im gonna survive the day........no choice juz to endure.....!!! hahahax.....

Well2 now come to think of it i can't wait 4 march to come......I wan to do sumthing new....im already sick and tired of workin everyday.....too tired....same old shits......but im not tired of seein someone at work.....but she in oni during the weekends......

Well2,tat is wat ppl call crush rite...??? been havin tat feelins like a year or sumthing.....hahahax....is tat still crush or am i juz lyin to maself...??? i juz dun dare to confess to her...scared of rejection i say.....hahahax......i juz dun wan her to give ma the cold shoulder......wonder why im oni puttin it up now....?? im leavin soon.....soo she wont feel disturbed whenever she is workin and im workin too........

Im gonna continue playin ma game now.......Till den

Toodles

2009-01-01T04:05:00.002+08:00

Family is the most important people in our life......family means,

Father
And
Mother
I
Love
You

Get it.....Well2,i cant go to sl3p.....stupid thing is goin in and out of ma head.....and tis pop out....Funny....me thinkin abt family....well2,they are still the ones who is goin to be there till i die rite...hahahax....im goin to force maself to sl3p.....Till den.....

Toodles

2009-01-01T00:07:00.002+08:00

2008 is not a good memory for me as i end the year without any gud impression.......Well2,2009 is here it is the start of a new year.....no choice but to start anew...The show must go on.....kk....i wanna new wat is the meanin of dream....to me dreams is a fantasy tat everybody wans to have....A fantasy tat will never come true....oni 4 us to Dream....so Dreams dun come true...

Hello 2009......everybody....the past is 4 us to learn,the present is 4 us not to make the same mistake,the future is mysterious......3 months 13 days.....hahahax....but i have sumthing to do which is 4 me is far more important than gettin enroll.......i wan to try make sumone happy again....cause she looks soo sweet when she smile...itz a waste when she dun smile.....well2,i may not be the person she is lookin 4.....But,as a fwen i hope i can make at least a lil diff in her life....at least a lil....but lets hope tat she is goin to give me a chance to do so......

Till den......... Toodles

2008-12-30T13:16:00.002+08:00

Well2,today is ma off day........mayb i could take tis time to update ma blog......Im broke...hahahax.....soo tat means im stayin hm today...confirm not goin out.....chop2....hehehex........im goin to have the rest of the week after today a rough ride.....school is openin soon.....alot of ma fwens will be startin sch an ma siblings too.....hahahax....

Yesterday had a really long talk wif a fwen of mine....im countin down ma days,gonna find time to had fun durin tis 3 months,try to finish ma bike license in three months too.....hahax....i will update more later owite.....nid to do some stuff now....till den....

Toodles

2008-12-29T04:30:00.001+08:00

Kk....im still awake....nothing to do....

Do u think tat havin someone close is gud...well,itz nice....u share...u talk...anithing can happen rite...well,but itz not easy to find someone u trust....i dun noe wat is buggin me...but sumthing is.....i dun noe...ma mind is in a state of confused...too bad jali...wat is life without surprises...hahahx....gud thing usually happens after bad....till den

Toodles

2008-12-26T07:12:00.002+08:00

Kk....sumtimes i wonder if u are already attached...?? Sumtimes....well2,mayb most of the time....

Im shocked to be hm wif a surprise...a surprise of all suprises.....itz not a present,not a kiss,not a happy endin.....but a letter......Im not havin a long distance relationship k....March,im gone....k...im gone.....

Im juz confused rite now k...nothing more to say.....Till den

Toodles

2008-12-25T00:52:00.002+08:00

Well2.....To sumone...u noe who u are....Can i walk u hm....??? i always wanted to walk u hm...when i asked u faced to face u rejected....hehehex.....Can i...??

I dun noe wat i wan to blog abt...but im juz interested in tis gal....well,i had a crush on her soo long time ago....and is still fellin the same till now....Do u call tis crush...??? I think i need a love doctor.....hahahx...

2008-12-24T08:28:00.002+08:00

kk,i juz came back from playin dota....and im workin later at 3....gosh,im so gonna be sl3py.....i guess i would scarifice ma time juz to destress maself.....even if it means to be tired...i guess there is no other way i can spend ma life.....4 the meantime.....

Well2,i like tis sumone.......but i dun noe if tis sumone liked me...so i can't force her rite....hahahax.....but it juz keep buggin ma mind.....OMG,plz la Jali....she can find a better guy than hang around wif u....u think she got nothing else to do????? wat are u thinkin Jali...??wake up k....you are day dreamin too much...wishin 4 sumthing tat is impossible.....hahahax....mayb itz juz not ma luck....hehex....but hangin out wif her.....hmm,she was great to talk too...supportin enough to try new thing...hahahx...i tot her how to play pool...well2,dun noe if she is a fast learner or am i a gud teacher....she is gud....i plan to bring her out again next month,tis time to arab st....she said she wans to try sheesha....should i or should i not bring her..??? If she wans to go out wif me again,mayb why not juz bring her....rite..?? it doesn't harm....hehehx....she dun eat human rite....hahahax....

Ps.im not Gay

To tat sumone if ur readin ma blog u noe who u are....SO wat is ur ans gonna be if i were to ask u out again....?? Till then.....

Toodles

2008-12-22T15:15:00.002+08:00

Kk,today ma off day and im not goin out......I have no more $$$$ haiz....got a long way to ma next pay...which is next year....hahahaha

It doesn't matter how long u work,how gud u are.....how perfect u can be.........Itz the bondin tat u make with people.....trust me no matter how gud u are if u dun have gud bonds you are goin down....... *Black hawk down*.......*boom*

I so envy people who is goin to school.....i miz the feelin of havin fwens around maself....study in a class.....omg,im like a walkin zombie.......im always workin to earn money....support maself....buyin stuffs......and i dun think im happy......not happy wif the life im leadin and i dun think i can change it....wat makes a person happy....?? Im so confused rite now...i really am...i dun noe wat im supposed to do to cool maself down,to think better open up ma mind...open up ma eyes.....tat is 4 now....till den...

Toodles

2008-12-21T11:46:00.003+08:00

Hmm,i have nothing against Gay....but why do u people have to behave tat way...??? im like so disgusted by tat kind of behaviour.....plz3,stop all tis gayness thingy.....i been encounterin gay people tis days....i feel so not cool..........

And it is so hard o woo a gal....haiz,the charm is not there animore....hahahx.....

Kau selalu di hatiku,tiap detik dan waktu.......Kau masih dihatiku walaupon kau tk tahu.......kau la yg terindah indah taman kota babylon bagai bidahdari ayu wajahmu tiada negeri...inginku bersamamu selalu.......tapi apa yg ku pasti kau tak akan ku miliki telah ku cuba berkali.....Kau tk pernah peduli.......

im off to work now.....till den......

Toodles

2008-12-19T22:22:00.002+08:00

Tis is 4 ytd......to Faz,Sharina and oso Hisyam......

ytd was i great day 4 me...i hope it was oso a great day 4 u guys too......watched Bolt with Sharina.....then slack at Starbucks wif her.....had a veri long talk wif her tat time...While waitin 4 faz.....Congrats to Faz 4 makin it to sec 5...even if wat u wanted was 7 point instead of 9....u should work harder when ur in sec 5.....k Faz......im hopin 4 the bez 4 u........

Saw diyana and her stead while walkin towards cineleisure.......watch twilight....it was great....OMG.....so gud...i wan to watch it again......head to wooodlands aft show juz to send Sharina hm.....took taxi hm...and then sl3p....hahaha....

2008-12-17T23:21:00.002+08:00

Im home......kk.......

For those who is takin their "N" level results tommorrow......especially to Fazlina and Audrey,Gud luck 4 the results tommorrow.....Hope u people pass wif flyin colours......nothing much happen today so i got nothing much to blog abt oso....cant wait 4 tommorrow as im goin out wif Fazlina,Sharina and oso Hisyam.....hahahx....till then....

Toodles

2008-12-17T13:52:00.000+08:00

KK....was too tired ytd so im updatin it now...First thing first.....

Faz,thanx 4 coverin ma shift ytd.....appreciate it.....really....and was late damn late 4 work....Fcuk.....omg.....suppose to come at 6 as i took faz shift....but i came at 7......well,better come then never rite....hahahx....

Man,didi juz had her operation....if u are readin tis she said plan a date to go out together...well....???? when are u free...???hmm,i be workin later at 3 and now itz like 5 mins to 2....im soo got to rush......Sumhow faz is sumone i would turn to nowadays....hahahx.....credits to FONDERLINAZ!!!!! Yeah....im soo nuts......im still sl3py......cant wait 4 tommorow......goin out wif faz,sharina and oso hisyam.........hisyam oohh hisyam....hahahx...crazy dude....

kk,i nid to bath....or else im late 4 work.........till then....

TOODLES

2008-12-16T00:20:00.000+08:00

Today was really fun...even if i was facin the wall like almost everytime......washin dishes......hahahahax

The best part.....i was like so stupid...supposed to work at 2pm YET im still at hm.....online summore.....OMG!!!! star karat gila babi la sey........tatz me JALI BOI aka Zakataki tumoki.......im not sayin tis cause she noes ma blog but itz the truth....havin fonderlinaz and wiwik workin is so the hapy day i can say.....they always have tat happy face.....it never fails to make me cool down when im angry.....i always get angry when im tired dun ask me why but it sucks.....juz cant control ma temper at times.....but im soo tryin very hard.....they make it soo easy juz to smile......well,sum people cant do wat others can....hahahax........

kk,Faz tis is 4 u.....ur soo cute...and ur smile...itz so charmin....im so attracted to ur smile....hahahax.....no hard feelins....blog is where i can say things out without makin me embrassed....im a shy guy(ma ass).....gonna play dota later ard 2 in the morning....workin tommorow at 3......sumhow i hate tis part right here......she gonna quit her job...i got nobody to flirt wif......im soo wishin tat she could stay....but she really has to go.......how i wish tat itz not gonna be 25.....so i could see more of ur face.....i sound so physco..im not....juz sayin wat i feel.....

Wiwik.....sendin me the stupid msges tis time...??hahahax....funny,nothing to do is it...??? aiyo......sl3p la k....tomorrow got sch......ma fwen...chinese fwen sendin me mly msges and askin me to translate it to him...hahahx....nothing better 4 me to do...???hehehx.....

Btw,went to somerset ytd.....wif Haziman and azri play left 4 dead again but tis time guitar heroes too.....dude i suck at guitar heroes sia....wat a shame.......but the game is quite fun if i can play it well.........i wanna chat wif FAZLINA now....cute stuff....by the time she reads tis i guess im already chattin wif her...hahahx....HELLO FAZ.....!

TILL THEN........Toodles

2008-12-13T02:09:00.000+08:00

Hahax,watch The day the earth stood still today.....not much of action.....but,the morale is there.......

The morale of the story is SAVE THE EARTH..........nothing much today....juz work as usual and im workin tomorrow morning and im not asl3p.....omg.....But im juz waitin 4 the 18 of dec.....hahahx....Cant wait......

till then toodles.....

2008-12-10T03:27:00.000+08:00

Today went out 4 shoppin....But,not shoppin instead wastin money....hahahx....Went out juz to enjoy.....Not shoppin.......wakakakaka.....wat the helll.....

Went out wif Mr cacat(wat Audrey calls Haziman)from yishun to woodlands den to somerset.....Mit up wif Azri.....Went to level 9 and play livin 4 the dead......OMG,tat game is so COOOOLLLLL.......better then cs la sey.......Btw,im at Haziman hs now....playin gams wif Them....OOOps,4got.....to say tat Azri is also here,the 3 peep u can always see when we are workin at KFC.....now????

Seldom....hahahx....Say abt KFC......Haziman is so presistent at havin a big part of the chix......was told to wait....but,the trick works...hahahx....

We play bowling to at safra....hahahx...wth...i suck at everything i can say.........

Toodles

2008-12-05T11:40:00.000+08:00

today is the 5th of dec........On the 3rd of dec i was workin as per normal....But i was workin sever,everything was ok not until abt ard 9.15 pm......a regular ang moh customer of the store came.....he is a guy.....he will alwayz have teatime treats along wif coffee......

It was the same as alwayz.....he had teatime treats.......i was the person who serve him......kk,now is the most irritating part of the day........

M=ang moh
me=me

M:How are u.....
me:Fine...thank you.....how are u....?
M:Few days ago a guy offered to show me his Dick.....but i declined his offer
me:Omg!!!!!!!
M:Yeah....shockin rite....
me:Yeah.....shockin....itz disgusting.....
M:Are u straight...??
me:YES IM STRAIGHT.........
M:Awwww,why are cute guys alwayz straight......
me:Some handsome guys are oso not straight......
M:No....cute guys are better.....they dun ask 4 much....they juz wanna play and go.....
me:U wont noe......
M:Are u really straight.....????
me:Im confirm straight.........im oni interested in pussy......

I walk away......OMG!!!!........Do i even look like im gay.....wth.....serve him everything....his coffee too....then itz time to close shop....he was walkin towards the exit....

M:If u change ur mind tell me
me:Gud nite....

KK.....now im really wonderin if i even have like lil looks of a gay.....??????

Till then.....Toodles

2008-12-02T17:41:00.000+08:00

Today is another BORING day 4 me........aiyo.....off day,no $$$,fwens all workin.....

hahahx...gonna be home the whole day AGAIN 4 ma off day....haiz....help me.....so bored..... nothing much on mind to blog abt.....hmm,till next time.....

TOODLES

2008-11-25T09:00:00.000+08:00

Kk......it has been a few months since i last blog....been bz lately....and alot of stuff in ma head......
Whoa....one shit aft another......all i can say is.....OMG wat a boring life i have...hahahx....aniways....wat is life without ups and down rite.....????

Hmm......next month is the month where im gonna be bz yet again.....hahahax.....cant wait 4 didi to be back from aussie.....miz her alot....dunn noe if i could mit her at the airport........gonna enrole maself to drivin sch.....hopefully i will have enough $$$ to do so............hahahax

Guess wat......it feels like ages since i last play Dota......wtf.....???
Maple....huh....even longer i last play tat game...hahahax....cant call maself a gamer animore....hahahax......Itz more like workaholic......hahahax.....

Hahahax..one more funny thing......Nowadays,i have been havin problem to even contact wif gals......hahahx...BORING,ma golden days of havin gals around me has ended......(like real...)hahahx...damn it a really boring day...wif nowhere to go....nothing to do....wats up 4 me...???i dun noe....Now2,can sumbody help me....???give me sum idea how to enjoy.......??it juz seem tat enjoy has long gone from ma dictionary......it has really been down for me lately....haiz.....if oni im not somebody who is boring...i guess i would be havin fun everyday......aaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

Till ma next post.....take care everybody........TOODLES(fatin tought me tis)hahahax

2008-09-19T05:22:00.000+08:00

hey2....tis is to haziman...hahahx

i really enjoy talkin to u juz now...been some time yeah we talk to each other....(dun ever think tis is gay....damn u people who thinks tis way...) tis is called friends....being there when u nid him/her....or being there 4 them......

i hope tat things counld change in ma life....i envy haziman man......leadin a veri happy life...damn if oni i have a life like him...lots2 of friends.....goin out during off days...damn....

i wonder when tat time will come....hahahah

the oni thing i do....work,sl3p,dota.....everytime the same thing haiz bored like fuck sia....
if i wan to go out oso dun noe where to go....haiz....

btw,been very2 long since i go out wif man...hahahx..
penisula....buys cloths....use to do tat every month sia...not now...not his fault juz mine....no time...oni workin3.....he is wat u can say a real fren...hahahx....

the oni one 4 now in ma life....yeah...im pathetic(if i got the spellin correct)i suck at english now....hehehex.....(haziman...dun u dare laugh....u too didi...)

hmm,time change...itz time to look forward to the future not the past...move on......tatz to me ....yeah....been droolin over the past.....coz of her...now still but movin on....

2008-09-02T05:20:00.000+08:00

Today is the second day of fasting.....and i still cant get over her....cmon...she is ma everything for now...hahahax....so preety,yet so cute....itz a combo deal man....haiz....i miz Audrey so much.....im so lonely.....very lonely...i have nobody....on ma own....

Baby...how i wish i could be there 4 u now...and u be here 4 me.....i really miz those days...me and u...laughin together over the stupiest thing on earth.....hahahx....u makin me feel irritated......miz those feelins....and those times.....

2008-08-26T03:05:00.000+08:00

everyday is a new day...people live everyday wif a new episode....but i juz cant seem to 4get the past....i juz hate tis feelin of alwayz being alone....and im alwayz alone....dun seem to feel like talkin abt thing...and i juz miz her alotz...feel like cryin whenever she call me up...The truth i cant get over her....she is like ma eveythng..omg...i hate maself....not shuttin ma world.....but juz dun wan to see the world...too scared i gues......im not a person who i use to be.....

it seem tat i maself say tat i change alot......not to the better but to worst i guess.......juz feel like ma life is crush by a bulldozer......fcuk....i damn piss off wif maself.....oni had maself to hate me......i dun think im goin to be a joker tat i use to be be4......itz not tat i wan to lead ma life tis way...but i juz cant seem to get along wif world tat much......

matbe itz not a thing 4 me again........to complicated to even think of it again....damn,.....why does it have to be like tis........no more past time......juz a thing i do everyday again and again....work3 and work......im oni 17....cmon....i ought to have a better life sia......more of partyin life...maybe.......but instead...im like a person who already had 3 child......workin so had but never rich......hahahax......wat a life...???

can ma life be better than tis..?????yes..????NO....!!!!
i dun think so.....itz gonna be like tis......no one to spent ma time wif.....no special person i mean.....cmon.....u dun wan to lead a life like mine...soo......nbetter cherish the gud life tat u had.....the oni advice i had....

if oni i can turn back time...i will do so...i wan to be happy again...i really do......i dun noe if i even noe the true meaning of happy animore........people dun noe tat i could fel sad....they juz tot tat i live life so hapy-go-luky...too bad i dun...now u noe how much im sufferin now........so hurt inside......but not red blood....itz black......black blood.......black life........black everything........

shit...do i think to much...???mayb i guess....hahax...i think too much abt gettin a gud life...mayb money is not everything....$$$$$ never ever fail to put a smile on sumones face tat is sooooooo true.......hahahax.......

Audrey u are far by eyes..but alwayz in ma heart....a fragile heart tat is tryin itz bez not to break....sob2.....as im typin tis im cryin....i juz cant control maself animore.....im so weak.....weaker than expected......u have the looks.....u can get the guyz so juz get over me and get on wif life......dun ever2 think of gettin back wif me again....i dun wan u to lead a painful life im leadin now.........and Audrey.....i still love u....u noe.....(u dun noe,i did not tell u).....u tot 4getin u was easy as abc.....too bad itz not easy 4 me......u are the one tat i wan....i got u....but itz wasted away by some hatred.......haiz...tatz all 4 now.......

2008-08-20T03:58:00.000+08:00

hey....on the 18 of august itz ma last day wif Audrey....never got kiss hug and lots of kisses from her 4 the last time....sob2......she asked if i wanted to ask her u break up...i said no...i rather have her dumpin me than i dump her.....she dun wan me to suffer....so itz better to break up 4 her....

I MIZ AUDREY BRIDGETTE LAZAROO.........

2008-08-16T04:19:00.000+08:00

Haiz...wat a life...after so long of not updatin ma blog i thing tis should be interestin......

on the 12 of august itz ma 6 months wif Audrey......
had abit of a rough time wif her now and then..cmon tis is life..ups and down......
Tis time is more of a down and im gonna hold on to it juz 4 her and ours......
i love her soo much....even if she is hard to handle.....her mood is like a wave...but i dun mind.....
Havin a hot gal as ma gal is preety shockin....OMG....
hahahx.....a lame and boring guy like me......Get a hot gal like her....hehehex.....i'm the man....
but her parents did not wan her to have any relationship.......
But,she broke the rules.....and went on wif me......

Now,tat her parents noe abt tis...i dun noe wat is gonna happen next......
i was told to be prepared tat her parents gonna come to ma workplc........
come mit me i be more than happy to mit her parents and tell them the truth tat im dating their daughter 4 more than 1/2 a year now.......
Now,i cant contact her......i can't mit her...........
such a boring life i have.......Damn......help me.....im sufferin now........

Life goes on

2008-07-24T07:41:00.000+08:00

guess wat....ma cousin.....u idiot...dun call me jelly again..i HATE it...u dumb2...i hate u 4 tat.....
yeah i remember....i miz those time too...btw,im ok...itz juz a minor breakdown i guess...
thanx 4 askin.....And,promise urself tat u work harder ok......i miz u so much....hope to see u soon....study hard so i can see u soon owite...love u...

Sori baby

2008-07-21T23:28:00.000+08:00

dear,it was no on purpose tat i vent ma anger at u....but wat u said hurt me.....
i dun noe why i did wat i did to u....
Now i feel bad abt it.....it was the fist time i scold u....im veri sori......

FUZZY

2008-07-15T02:12:00.001+08:00

hey...i juz read an old friend of mine blog...she have same dob as me....hahah....

a gud friend i can say.....read tat she and her stead is goin to next level.......how i could wish them all the bez....veri happy for them.....u go gal......TIS IS 4 FUZIANA....

desserts

2008-07-09T03:44:00.000+08:00

hahahx....at last went out wif ma baby on 7 of july.....was really lookin forward 4 tat day man........
watch hancock...i was great.... Audrey was the first gal i brough to high claas restaurant sia.....hahaha.....she better feel happy.....

21

2008-07-04T02:15:00.000+08:00

Hey2....today went to watch wanted again......tatz not all....watch 21 oso....the show damn cool......
the way they count the cards and make money....if i could do tat im the happiest person on earth...hahahx....damn.....i wan to be talented...hahahx.....

Tired

2008-07-01T00:32:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was to tired to edit ma blog to put a new post.........

yesterday i was back at cwp deli...was fun but bz...OMG!!!!!!
it was so bz at6.30 all the way to 9.30.......3 hrs none stop...damn...tired like fuck sia......but it was worth it....workin at northpoint is like a holiday to me sia....haiz......alot of fun thing happen at cwp.....most those time man..it was heaven....hahahx......
but at the same time i watch WANTED with ma trainer...the show is at 12.10......
Wow,it was so fun and cool....everything was good...hahahahx...i want to watch it again man....
Itz a must watch movie....Do watch it yeah.......

Wanted

2008-06-29T02:34:00.000+08:00

today's work sucks man....OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!
customers are so damn irritating....normal case for service line i say......
while workin was thinkin of wat to do after work....itz soo boring.......

then came the idea of watchin wanted.....
went to cathay to watch...it costs me $10...haiz.....
But itz worth every money tat i spent.....
THE SHOW WAS GREAT....FUCK THE CODE....GUDBYE.....

2008-06-28T01:56:00.000+08:00

hey2......today work is like fuck sia...omg!!!!!
oil spill is so damn irritating sia.....because of tat i jam ma work sia.....fuck...the first time i sweat when workin at northpoint deli sia......walau....!!!!

I miz causeway point deli soo much sia.......if oni any of them is readin tis i think they would not believe me...hahahx
Cause i never said it to them when i called causeway point everyday.....ahahx....

at last

2008-06-27T05:48:00.000+08:00

hahahx...after so long....yesterday i mit up wif ma 2 bros and slack wif them........
been so long sia since i met them....hehehex......
had fun wif them....im so happy sia....But so tired...haiz
4 them i dun mind being tired...juz to meet them....

nothing was great abt yesterday but THEM.......

ok la....

2008-06-26T03:31:00.000+08:00

Ok la...mayb ma day was not so bad....i end ma day by mittin ma fwens after thier work.....had fun...hahahx...it waz cool ma.....not as bad as wat i tot it would be...hehex

Haiz

2008-06-25T22:25:00.000+08:00

hey2 today is so boring sia.......OMG!!!!!!

stayin at hm..lucky man parents not at hm...if not....all hell break lose...hahahx...jokin la...itz not tat bad la.....

the worst is ma sis....haiyo......boring la if she at hm...like minah rep sia...OMG wat is goin to happen oso i dun noe...hahahx....typical gangster wannabe...hahahx..idiot......

people wanna be good and stay out of trouble she wan to find trouble herself....WAT THE FUCK!!!!

2008-06-25T02:45:00.000+08:00

a few more hours and im goin 4 counselling...haiz...wat a life.......

and itz ma off day...wat am i gonna do...??? OMG!!!!!

With money i guess im not gonna do anithing....but stay at hm......wat a great way to spent ma off day......

Virgin broke

2008-06-25T02:33:00.000+08:00

hey2.......today is the day i broke ma blog virginity...hahahx...OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im lookin forwards to the next day...which is the present day........